I'm probably overreacting

I haven’t heard from my friend Cynical Cosmos since October (you may know him as pretty much the only guy who comments on anything I post here). And when I did, it sounded like he was in a bad place, internally. Don’t think that I’m only just now noticing this, either. I’ve noticed, I just haven’t said anything. The reason being is that I didn’t want to seem like some over protective parent losing their mind over someone who is probably just taking an online sabbatical. But maybe I should say something, in case he’s reading this and may need to see something like this: I may not know who you are; your name, where you’re from, and what you look like are all a mystery to me. But we’ve known each other online for a good few years now, to the point that, even not knowing any of your superficial aspects, I still consider you a friend. I liked discussing things with you, whether they were here or on Tumblr. I liked just having you around.

There’s been a lot of loss, and a lot of fear in my life lately. Things that┬áhave left me with a terrible feeling in my gut which is┬ámaking me write this, even though you’re probably doing just fine, and will probably end up popping up in a couple weeks like “Hey man, what’s up? Did I miss anything?” Even if you don’t feel like it’s true, people care about you and are missing you, dude. And I hope that things are going well for you, and that you’re in a better place than what I had last heard.

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